2nd day in the school

already 2nd day for the study,

but i still totally cannot absorb what the lecturer and the tutor teach,

is it my brain still fresh for this new semester?!

or my mood still haven't turn it back to study mood yet?!

gosh~

i should change it asap,

otherwise i'll left very far from behind,

even this week just a 1st week,

it's time to change already!!!

hOw?!

very confusing now!!
next weekend is coming soon...
that day also coming soon...
death or live does not decided by me,
but is from the King of Terrors..
i should not so fast to decided which part i will be...
but i know i cant so fast to give up...
i should fight for it...
if not my life will be wasted...

yEaH~

woohoo...
finally clear 4 subjects already...
now the mood damn relax than before [never stress before also]...=.='''
haha...
tell the truth la..
don't know why this time faced the exam really no such stress like before...
i don't know why this should be good or not?!
no stress then would make me no such mood to study...
haiz...
now i still left 2 subjects which is taxation and the audit practice...
this two subjects also don't know how to die for it...
cause audit i totally skip all the class...
and the taxation damn confusing...
today just rest for a while first then tomorow will boost my engine again lu...^^
hope this 2 coming paper can 'guai guai dei' let me score B ba...
cause my both A already fly away already...T_T

Arghhhhh~~~~~~

Where's my mood going?
Why i don't have such mood to study?
Next week commence will be my final exam,
and i still got a lot have to read it..
many calculation haven't know to find the answer yet!
Today my throat start not feeling well...
did i would fall in sick during in the exam?
gosh!
better don't!
i must find back my spirit come back..
otherwise i sure lose for this time battle...
aza aza...fight fight fighting~~~
go have a nice nap first...^^

I Coming [Clash of The Titan]

yes~

today evening maybe i would go for this movie lo...^^

but now still don't know my friend has bought the movie ticket already or not.

cause you all also know la...

Ipoh cinema got limit...

the ticket always sold out...

haiz...

hope tomorrow i could get the good news from my friend that is the ticket already bought...

if not~~

disappointed again lu..

haha...

[be happy] ^.^v

Lonely weekend..

damn boring on this weekend,
i should go back hometown la..
cause she already go back hers home already,
so this week i just can eat with my friend only,
just finished all the test,
now got a bit feel lazy to open the book la..
everyday keep online and online,
find someone chat on msn but let them "geik sei" la,
always make me speechless,
faint lo...
really nothing can let me do already?!
oh dear,
please faster come back...
so boring at here...

So Innocent

Hey!!!

please give me some break!!!

i'm just in her car a while only...

doesn't mean i want sit her car la...

like that also can create a rumour said i want sit her car...

...lol...

i too scared to you all already...

what i done also can create a rumour...

you all is it nothing to do already?

so much time then go think about yourself is it you already is a perfect person before judge other people!

i'm too scared to you all already...

my dear friend asked me WHY i so care about this kind of rumours?

i replied said "because of this rumours can make more misunderstanding",

cause we doesn't known what they would think about it!

sometimes i'm thinking is it i should be happy to have this kind of friend?

i'm very curious about it...

because everytime i get backstep by you all...

is it very fun for you all?

if i done same thing on you did you will feel better?or very enjoy?

it NOT FUN at ALL!!!

i already try my best don't investigate more deeper...

cause it will break our friendship...

anyway,what you have done i would known..

i kept silent doesn't meant i don't know!!!

i just give you the chance only...

i knew who done this tomfoolery!!!

Lose And Lost [LL]

i'm totally lost and lose to both of you,
your act and your style totally same with each other,
and it's also totally changed from last week,
what the hell you both want it?!
if both of you want be couple then go ahead...
please don't at here torturing me...
make me feel like such a fool by playing around by you both...
i'm already prepared to heard the good news from you both,
by then,
please be normal back...
cause i'm hate what you both are doing now...
just think for you own good??
then how about your friend???
let them suffer??

the another last day of weekend...

today i supposed take out the notes came out and study it...

but i didn't do it...

because after having my lunch straight go back play poker for few hours...

first time play competition of me,

almost have little bit heart attack...

when gonna lose that time i straight all in for few match...

for the return i win back all the money and get the second place...

wow...

first time won...

damn happy...

if really happen on my real life izit that would be more better??

haha...

i damn greedy lo...

anyways,

now i gonna go have my bath and go have dinner with my friend...

after that want complete our taxation assignment for tomorow submit...

~bye~

Insomnia again...

what thing was cause me insomnia again..

hate the feeling being play like a fool...

i felt im the superb idiot in this world la...

when im serious on that time but you all were play joke with me...

felt like a FOOL!!!

Ky, you are right...

everything has it own limit,

so i must controlled it,

IF not terrible thing will gonna happen...

i should not let it come back again,

i know i could penetrate on many things based on my experience,

but i should not be do like that,

cause it will make me more hurt...

temper...extremely temper NOW...

im a liar...

no one will trust on me...

nice...

so you all continue believe what you heard!!!

if you all don't trust me then better don't asked me!!!

My heart break again after knowing you all said 'i rather trust them than you'...

my breathe delayed again~~~

my tears won't come out because my eyes extremely dry...

PAIN+HEART BREAK+SUFFER

better let me die than get through all this thing!!!

HaTe SiCk!!!

everything too suddenly,
just came back from lunch only,
rest for a while suddenly my stomach extremely pain,
shit on this time...
suddenly vomit la..
after that felt faint and headache lo...
made me can't attended the class,
hope today after i rest will be fine in tomorrow,
cause tomorrow have an audit test,
i haven't read it la...
waiting DIED on this time....

specially for you!!!

actually what is going on again??
i'm very tiring on what are you trying to do right now!!
few months ago what we said but no one really can do it!!
but at least i tried my best already,
that time we stil can very close,
day after day...
you started ignore me already,
even in sms also like that,
now more worst which is msn you also don't want to reply,
but i known you got received it!
even you appear offline,
but you still there...
if i really ask you about this you'll say never get my msg,
what the hell...
M'sia line really got so suck?
unbelievable...
everytime my msg can't deliver to you,
but other can and you also would reply to them,.
izit i'm too hated for you?
few week ago is you told me i thinking too much already,
but this is the fact,
i also don't want i thinking too much,
but is you force me to do so...
i'm very sorry for my selfish...
can you don't do so already?
i already felt sorry for the 1st week already...
please don't let me feel sorry for my whole life...

suffering day...

today extremely damn tired and disappointed on myself...
because of this morning i have a QT and also the Business Finance mid term test..
SHIT!!!
i can say it I'm totally mess it up lo..
those question are damn too easy,
but I'm totally cannot understand what the question trying to asked...
what can i do which is just "tembak" only..

<<<PIANG>>>

hope this two test i can safely passed it...
if not i really tembak myself already..
haha...
now gonna 7p.m le...
it's time go have a dinner then gonna do the assignment again...
no time for rest...
T_T