So Innocent

Hey!!!

please give me some break!!!

i'm just in her car a while only...

doesn't mean i want sit her car la...

like that also can create a rumour said i want sit her car...

...lol...

i too scared to you all already...

what i done also can create a rumour...

you all is it nothing to do already?

so much time then go think about yourself is it you already is a perfect person before judge other people!

i'm too scared to you all already...

my dear friend asked me WHY i so care about this kind of rumours?

i replied said "because of this rumours can make more misunderstanding",

cause we doesn't known what they would think about it!

sometimes i'm thinking is it i should be happy to have this kind of friend?

i'm very curious about it...

because everytime i get backstep by you all...

is it very fun for you all?

if i done same thing on you did you will feel better?or very enjoy?

it NOT FUN at ALL!!!

i already try my best don't investigate more deeper...

cause it will break our friendship...

anyway,what you have done i would known..

i kept silent doesn't meant i don't know!!!

i just give you the chance only...

i knew who done this tomfoolery!!!

Lose And Lost [LL]

i'm totally lost and lose to both of you,
your act and your style totally same with each other,
and it's also totally changed from last week,
what the hell you both want it?!
if both of you want be couple then go ahead...
please don't at here torturing me...
make me feel like such a fool by playing around by you both...
i'm already prepared to heard the good news from you both,
by then,
please be normal back...
cause i'm hate what you both are doing now...
just think for you own good??
then how about your friend???
let them suffer??

the another last day of weekend...

today i supposed take out the notes came out and study it...

but i didn't do it...

because after having my lunch straight go back play poker for few hours...

first time play competition of me,

almost have little bit heart attack...

when gonna lose that time i straight all in for few match...

for the return i win back all the money and get the second place...

wow...

first time won...

damn happy...

if really happen on my real life izit that would be more better??

haha...

i damn greedy lo...

anyways,

now i gonna go have my bath and go have dinner with my friend...

after that want complete our taxation assignment for tomorow submit...

~bye~

Insomnia again...

what thing was cause me insomnia again..

hate the feeling being play like a fool...

i felt im the superb idiot in this world la...

when im serious on that time but you all were play joke with me...

felt like a FOOL!!!

Ky, you are right...

everything has it own limit,

so i must controlled it,

IF not terrible thing will gonna happen...

i should not let it come back again,

i know i could penetrate on many things based on my experience,

but i should not be do like that,

cause it will make me more hurt...

temper...extremely temper NOW...

im a liar...

no one will trust on me...

nice...

so you all continue believe what you heard!!!

if you all don't trust me then better don't asked me!!!

My heart break again after knowing you all said 'i rather trust them than you'...

my breathe delayed again~~~

my tears won't come out because my eyes extremely dry...

PAIN+HEART BREAK+SUFFER

better let me die than get through all this thing!!!

HaTe SiCk!!!

everything too suddenly,
just came back from lunch only,
rest for a while suddenly my stomach extremely pain,
shit on this time...
suddenly vomit la..
after that felt faint and headache lo...
made me can't attended the class,
hope today after i rest will be fine in tomorrow,
cause tomorrow have an audit test,
i haven't read it la...
waiting DIED on this time....